Have you been with your loved one for a while? It doesn't matter how long or short it is, but what matters is that you are well and feel good with him.
But your instinct won't leave you alone and you believe that something is wrong with you, that he's cheating on you, brother.
And then yes, you fall in once again and applaud yourself for being right again, while your friends were telling you that you were overreacting.
The truth is that cheating on you isn't something terrible - it probably is, but we'll analyze that another time - but the most important thing is that he's selling you love and lies, while you know the truth and you're just letting him see where it goes and how long it will take.
You generally feel like an idiot, because you trusted him and didn't want to be caught once again thinking that something bad was happening.
Unfortunately, you can't avoid the horn, but you can avoid the lies, and you'd do well to give him the shoes in his hand rather than sit and torture yourself.
You feel betrayed and disgusted that you sat there and tolerated the fake "I love you"s and the sweet things he did to you and told you that everything was fine and he was having a good time with you.
Yes, he may have felt all of this at first and along the way something went wrong, I don't disagree, but it would have been better if he told you and not for you to try to smell your nails.
Don't try to get into their minds and philosophize with them, because you won't get anywhere due to their selfishness.
Find the next one and don't bother with such things.