It was one of those autumn mornings when you wake up, make coffee, and just stare out the window like you're lost. You don't miss anything, you just feel lonely for another morning and you try once again to pick up the pieces of yourself from the breakup that literally and figuratively devastated you.
I was looking at myself in the mirror and thinking how lucky I was to have escaped him and I was regretting his next relationship - basically, no, I don't feel sorry for anyone, because everyone is responsible for their actions and as they sleep, so they will sleep - I saw a happy, beautiful and young girl who had wounds and marks on her body and I don't mean from a fall or a hit, while the internal/mental wounds and marks that don't seem to go away on your body even with the passing of time.
No matter how many times you scrub your body with a sponge – because you think that way you'll erase the marks from your body –, no matter how many times you down bottles of alcohol – because again you think that way you'll forget, but in the end all you achieve is becoming blind from drunkenness – you never forget.
Memories stay and endure until the right person is found who will stand by you and make you erase your memories, but still, something will happen in your new relationship that will remind you of the old ones.
Memories are priceless and if you don't have the will and faith, they never go away.
You have to put them down, step on them, and get up so you can smile and say to yourself: "I'm fine, I don't see any marks on me, I only see me and my smile."
You know, wounds and scars, if you leave them without healing them, without making the slightest effort, even just a little, to overcome them, they take you down, devastate you, and bring you to the point of depression.
And depression is insidious in combination with memories and company with Morpheus lurking in the evenings and not leaving you alone, disturbing your sleep.
Learn to walk away from unhealthy situations, not let the past play scenarios with your mind.
Just fight it and smile in every difficult moment, because life is full of pleasant moments and you miss them because time flies and you stay stuck in the past.
Smile, because you deserve it!!!
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