The truth is that you will never hear me say anything good about any of my exes, as you will see in my personal life. blog you will see the phrase I write under It\'s My Life By Tina Michaelidou: My Messy World Because My Ex Was Dirty
Probably not, you'll rarely hear me speak kindly about my exes, to be fair, I've also fallen for good people who just didn't get along.
I always wrote about a specific ex, maybe because it hurt me the most, maybe because I was hurt, or maybe because he's the only ex I hate.
\"Hate\": I have never hated a person so much and it is the most painful thing you can hear from someone who once loved a lot. You will tell me that hate and passion go hand in hand, but in this particular case they just don't go hand in hand.
I never wrote about my first relationship, I don't know why, maybe because I've forgotten about it or because we were 18 and as kids we made a lot of stupid mistakes. But let me tell you, it was the most true relationship I had, even though we broke up after seven months, he was always there for seven whole months.
After him, I kept running into the wrong people.
While I wanted someone like my first ex, I wanted to fuck the most unsuitable men.
I got my ass kicked and now at 28 I'm looking back on my first relationship because it was the most... innocent, because I was 18 and I was living in a beautiful pink bubble and it was beautiful because my relationship at the time was also incredible.
I never looked for him, I never went back on my ex, I made my choices with the wrong relationships, but even inappropriate relationships taught me to be strong.
If I hadn't gotten involved with a bartender or if I hadn't had male friends to teach me how men work and think in a relationship, I would still be living in a pink bubble and still be that 18-year-old innocent girl.
If you had an ex who was the right one for you and after that you keep falling for the wrong men, then think about whether your ex has cast a curse on you and is the ghost, or simply think that you are doing something wrong when looking for the ideal partner and are so excited that you don't see his flaws.
Because even the wrong partners are needed, but above all we need him/her who will love us truly.