Repulsive, get out of my heart!

More or less, we all have a repressed person in our hearts and minds. Some have one, some have two, some have a repressed ex, some have someone who hurt them, but the majority of people have repressed people who, while something was going to happen between them, simply didn't work out due to circumstances.

I never thought I would have someone I had repressed, I've generally learned in my life not to go back to the old, whether they're exes or not, but with my own repressed one, our story is very complicated.

It's one of those stories where you say "me with him? Never, not because he's not handsome, my child, but because it's impossible for him to want me anymore."

My repressed one is a person who, even though I hurt him, never thought for a moment about getting back at me, even though he could have done so, and even though it took me 2 years to apologize to him, I finally found the courage to tell him why I left.

You know when you're going through a painful breakup all you want to do is just be yourself, go out and break things up. You don't get into a new relationship even if you really like the other person.

That's how it happened and I left with him, because I didn't want to put him through the process of having to tolerate my crying, my madness, especially since he has the same name as my ex, and at that time, while I loved him, I couldn't bear to call him by his name, I was getting irritated, I was getting angry.

Years passed, we talked, I realized how much I hurt him, I apologized, I hardened my heart and remained friends with him, because being a bitch all the time doesn't always work out well for me.

My dear repressed one, at some point you have to get out of my mind and my heart, I have to set you on fire and you will burn.

Is it impossible to finally let go of the repressed, or is it simply all in the mind and we find the next one? And if we find the next one, how 100% sure is it that the repressed one will have completely left our heart?

I'm still looking for it... For my repressed self that I never dared to say what I feel, for your repressed selves that are somewhere out there and love you as much as you love them, so you should learn to take risks and let them eat your faces!

Smile, because you deserve it!!!

Source:  That's Life

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