If you asked me after so many years if I would come back to you, I really don't know what I would answer, because you can see that my emotions are still mixed, I still can't figure out if what I'm feeling is pain or hate, and they say the two go hand in hand.
If you asked me if I wanted to stay in our relationship, I would answer that "if I wanted to stay by your side, I wouldn't break up with you", because no one deserves to be by the side of the murderer of their heart.
If you asked me what I would change, I would tell you that I don't know, and if you asked me what I missed the most, I would answer: Me, because the smile you took from me ruined my life.
I tried for years to find myself and find the much better present for me, but I could never find it. And not because I wanted you, I didn't want you, it's just that my soul has grown old and the wounds won't heal.
Because, my dear, real smiles are hard to come by, while masks easily deceive us.
If I wanted to stay by your side, I wouldn't break up with you.