I didn't expect that after 6 years of "screaming" I would write such a text. I always said that I wouldn't stay "friends" with an ex, and in the end I did.
But we're not exactly "friends", we just talk, drink coffee, tell each other the news, and he tells me about how he's going to lose the 20 ares - I don't know if he has or hasn't, but I never wanted to know because it doesn't matter to me - and I tell him about that ex who hurt me or about the bearded men I have a weakness for.Are you going to tell me how are you doing? Are you sitting there and saying these things? Yes, why not? Because if I sat there every time cursing him for the way he treated me, then I would have to belittle myself, so I don't bother.
The truth is that it took me a while to decide whether to stay "friends" with him. I was between throwing up my face and staying friends or writing him off and that was it.
In the end, I stayed "friends" with him, and not because I still want him, because I don't go around with women, I consider them very immature with toupees, but because what we had for 1-2 months is not considered a relationship & the "I love you" he said to me were fake, in general he is a fake himself, but it doesn't bother me, because I'm not his girlfriend.
If you're wondering if there's anything romantic between us, I'll tell you the truth: I don't know. Sometimes we're very close, sometimes not, and when I say romantic, I don't mean getting back together.
My ex may be an asshole when it comes to relationship issues, but as long as we're "friends" he's there whenever I need him, so I'm thinking that not all people are made for relationships and maybe my ex and I are just better off as "friends" than stuck together in a doomed relationship.